Created Nov 15, 2006

Forever

When I see him I think of all the times we've shared and wonder if I could have done things better.
What if I loved him more or a little bit harder? Would it matter?
Will I ever be happy, satisfied or complete? Why do I always complain when what I want could very well be right in front of me.
You know I've thought about forever, and for worse but what if it is always worse.
Ok, I know it looks like I'm scared or maybe have cold feet, but forever seems like such a very long time to me. I'll look on the bright side for a moment I suppose...
He loves me right??? He'll give me a kiss good night, play with the kids and maybe me too. Who knows I might even hear an occasional "You're beautiful" or two.
Forever is a long time and suppose I need to start learning to be ready for the journey that is before me, when two become one...

Scared and excited all in one.