My dream

They went to a couples retreat and were having a good time meeting new people and talking over various issues. Little did she know her life was about to change for a long time and not in the right direction...

After a session Pamela went to see the on sight GYN. She claimed to be able to tell her, and the rest of the women there, if there was a medical reason for their lack of libido. Pam stared at the door and finally went in. As she waited to be seen her new girl Melissa walked out of the room. "Girl, how is it in there? I am scared she is gonna tell me I am never gonna want my husband again and that I gotta fake it til I make it. What'd she say to you, if you don't mind me askin?" Pam said. Melissa sat down and said, "Girl she told me that all I had to do was a few exercises and listen to this tape and, even though he is on my nerve, I will still want it so bad that I won't care." Well Pam was excited at that idea. See her and her husband did not seem to be having too many problems and he never really discussed it but Pam knew she might be loosing him. They hadn't had an intimate night in months because she didn't really want to have sex with him and she knew he was not going to be able to take it much longer. She had tried to convince herself that her feelings would go away and that she would get used to the fact that he irked her and that even when she did give him some, it wasn't any good to her. But When she caught him taking care of himself one night while she was sleeping, she knew she had to act quickly cause a hand job was not gonna last him for too long.
Pam finally got her turn with the doctor. Dr. Watkins was a normal looking woman in her fifties with a bright smile on her face when Pam walked in. After a short period of time she and Pam had discussed everything. Pam told her how unfaithful she was before she got married but explained that she had been faithful since they got engaged. She told her all about the bad sex and that she had no intention on going outside of her marriage. She had done enough of that before she got married and wanted to figure out how to make this work. The doctor gave her the same advice as she gave Melissa and sent her to find the freaky she used to have inside.
After Pam and Thomas got home from the sessions they both had a new since of vigor towards one another and were intimate for a short time. After a month of trying her best to want her husband and even if she didn't to fake it, Pam began to give up. They had sex less and less and after three months things were back to the way they were before the session. Wake up, go to work, come home, eat dinner, watch TV, Pam go to sleep, Thomas iron clothes then go to bed a few hours later.
Pam always wondered what her husband did at night after she went to bed. Was he on the Internet rekindling past relationships. Was signing him up to Facebook the worse thing she could have done? She often thought back on how crazy they were before they got married. Pulling over for a quicky on the way to the club or cutting class for a fun filled day of sex sex and more sex. What went wrong?
The session rolled around again and for some weird reason Thomas was eager to attend. When they arrived he went with the men and she went with the women. She caught up with Melissa, who was looking rather relaxed and pleased. She sauntered into the room. "Girl, I have been changed. Those tapes and exercises really worked. My husband and I have been on a second honeymoon!" Melissa beamed. Pam lied and said things were great with her and Thomas too. After the day session Pam went to find her husband but after asking the session leader she was informed that he had never come to the meeting or registered for any classes. Pam had left her cell phone in the car and ran out to get it when she found her husband in the back having sex with a woman that was oddly familiar. She stood there for a while and starred at them. When she knocked on the window her husband did not look apologetic but pissed that she had interrupted. He took off his ring and asked her how long did she think he was going to wait for her. Stunned, she looked up at the girl and realized it was Nicole, one of Thomas' friends on Facebook. She turned crying and ran, in the rain as fast and as far as she could. She finally reached her mothers house and told her what happened. Her mother just let her cry.... AND THEN I WOKE UP CRYING AS HARD AS I EVER HAD IN A LONG WHILE. Of course the characters were really Jake and I but I couldn't bare to write those name cause I don't want to cry anymore. Should I be worried?