2010

I am on my way to a new years party and I haven't talked to my husband in three days. He is with me and hype as shit like we are the best of friends and I want to vomit. The crazy thing is I was in this same lace going to the house and pissed as shit last year. I guess I have not grown much over the past year. Kit might say I have grown a lot but I am still complaining about the same stuff and can't even fit the outfit I wore to the party last year. )no I did not lose weight I gained it just like I do every year. I hate to be so negative at 11:10pm on years eve but I needed to say how I was feeling. I want more in 2010. Better sex, better sex, more love, possible pregnancy. Yeah I said it don't be shocked. A sista can change her mind. Anyway I am here at the party and I wouldn't want my husband to get made because I am blogging instead Of having fun. But I promise I will attempt to have fun even though I love my sister and her friends and always have a great time when I am with them. I would much rather be with a nigga 6'5+ and sexin all night.

Snow day

I must admit I wish I had someone else to spend my snow day with or even that I was at my moms house with Sam. I want to go out and play in the snow with him but I am stuck here with this dude. No spirit. I think I'll wrap some presents today and watch a few movies. Maybe I can pretend that I am at home with my soul mate.

Love

My girlfriend had this on the inside of her pocketbook. True love really does exist.

I want you to be amazed by me, and to confess to yourself that you had never dreamed of such transports...when you are old, I want you to recall those few hours, I want your dry bones to quiver with joy when yu think of them. Out of the depths of my heart wells a great tide of love and prayer for this priceless treasure that is confided to my life long keeping. But I more then love you, and I cannot cease to love you.