A new reflection

So, I went through some of my old blogs today and I have to say that I am a better person today than I was before. I am not self destructing anymore and I am not depressed. I quit smoking and I am really taking the time to work on myself. Yes I mess up sometimes but I am much happier then I used to be. Jake is still a pain in the butt, but he's MY pain in the butt and I like him a lot. I realized that I love my husband but not in the romantic kind of way (I am getting there though). I am learning to love him. Anyway, I am just glad that I am not at the same place I was. I had to change where I sit at my job and it pissed me off at first but I thank God for my job and I am learning to make the best of the situation. Thank God for employment. On September 19, 2007 I wrote a reflection that was sad and depressing and God knows I felt every bit of that. But today is better and only God can take credit for that.