Wish you missed me

Maybe it is that we have two different personalities but I wish you would have called. It is bad enough that you didn't come because it was "too much money" but you didnt even bother to go online and find out just how big of an event this is. On the day I am leaving with Sam you ask me "so what's next the Olympics or something like that" I could not believe my ears I mean you never really cared what it was. Sam thinks ou don't even want him to be here. If I were you I would have called at the crack of dawn to. Give him e pep talk and stayed on the phone while he was running. You seem to be forcing yourself to care. I would have called to see what I was missing and find out how every day went. It is difficult for me to understand how you could miss an event like this but for to not to call except on the day of the race but too late to talk means it wasn't a priority. Maybe some might say I was supposed to call you but I can't coach and talk at the same time. I don t feel anymore loved then when I left. You didn't even bother to find out when I get home or leave DES moines. I am sad that I have to come back home to you. I called to see if you could pick me up from the airport and you said ok. I guess I should thank god that at least I have a ride. See you when I get home. I had a great time here and will not dwell on this small infraction on such a wonderful experience.