Pre-Birthday blues

My birthday is tomorrow and instead of being totally excited like I usually am, I am totally bummed. My husband told me he was getting me an iphone for my birthday and asked me to find all the information in order for me to get it. That sucked because I am a hopless romantic and love surprises but I chalked it up, did the research just to find out, like I thought, that he can't get the phone for me until the end of October when my contract is up and I am ready for an upgrade. If he had did the research then he would have known and not got my hopes up.

This birthday is going to be interesting. I haven't talked to Jake almost at all this week other than to answer a few questions. My brother-in-law is living with me now and I only hsve one bathroom. It is really irritating. He is a good kid but I mean he left a wash cloth in the kitchen on the bar of the stove. I guess he thought that was a good place to put it. I get the jibbies quick so I moved it and sprayed the area with bleach. I want to move into my mom's house or something. I stayed over her house as long as I could yesterday and went to my room to read for the rest of the night before I went to bed. I am trapped in my home. My mom alsways tried to make my birthday and all special days nice for me. She and Sam would decorate the house with drawings and put up Happy Birthday signs with construction paper. They were always hanging out together so they had no problem going to the store to pick up a card. We all did the same for each other.

We will just have to see how it goes. I hope year 26 is a good one.